Esan Ihsan

Esan Ihsan
myself on my first photo shoot
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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Where I belong..

Pheww...it's been a 'while' I didn't post anything in this blog..have been extremely busy with all the daily routine and the moving back to my parents house thingy :)

On last Sunday, I have pack all my stuff and move back into my family's house. Feel sad when I look to the house that I've rent for almost 2 years because it gave a lot of meaning to me..It is where I have set my dream, it is where I'm working out all my dreams, it is where I've seen my dreams falling apart, it is where I'm falling apart and it is where I wake up, try to wake up and give myself a chance to built myself to a better part. All the memories in that house is really precious to me but I won't look it back coz I'm sure that there will be many things that will come to me in front.

When I reach my family house and unpacked all my staff, I could see my parent's happy face and I know why they are really glad during that time. However, when they told me that they love me so much and they will always love me no matter what kind of thing that have happen to me, that sincere words from them have made a great crack in my heart. One question keep playing in my mind: HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND TO APPRECIATE MY PARENT'S LOVE TO ME? It makes me realize how ignorant I am in seeing the true unconditional love. And for my parents, I love u too..Really thankful coz God give me a chance to learn this kind of thing in my life :D

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